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15 January 2010 @ 06:05 pm
 I Haven't been on this for nine months it would appear,
which isn't too good,.  but you'know  "it's all about twitter" nowadays.
 Well We've moved into the next decade, and since April 7th I've passed all my exams, been to china and back, started at college doing philosophy, english, media and classics, my sister's moved out and i've cut most of my hair off. just to let all of you know. you being noone, obviously. Oh i've also had two jobs since then. my first ever job, was in a deli. which didnt turn out too well. and my second, and current job in John Lewis. which is in the women's department, but money's money at the end of the day. 

:) well that's pretty much what's happened in my life in the last year. Adios amigos
Current Location: the Diff
Current Mood: Good
Current Music: Girl Talk - Feed the Animals
07 April 2009 @ 05:28 pm
Haven't Been on This in Forver,
Well I'm Blaming it on Exams
Taking Over My Life! Coursework, Revision and what not. ¬_¬

Oh Well, All Over in .... 3 Months time o_O

But there's China to Look Forward too.
but i suppose i shouldn't wish my life away.
oh well :)

Current Location: HOME - SLICE
Current Mood: Happy As Larry
Current Music: The Lonely Island - Incredibad
01 February 2009 @ 12:49 pm
I'm only really writing on here, because i feel that i should, because i havent in a while.
gotta keep it updated and all.
Sorry to dissapoint you (and by you, i mean no-one because its not as if Anyone reads this)
but i havent got anything interesting to say,

Haven't done anything amazing.
Or Interesting Lately. don't think i've even been on this in 2009
or even since Christmas.
Well. Happy Belated New Year
i been quite busy lately, so i apologise for the neglect.
But its not like fun busy, busy with exams and coursework etc.

Well, anyways
today i have spent most of my day looking at weird pictures and 'researching' for my art coursework,
and i foudn these things quite amusing, helpful or attractive.

This. in a way, sums up how i feel at the moment
sort of,
Its just the wonder of how did you end up where you were.
i mean, if your not happy with the way things are
then how did they end up like that ?
isit your own fault ?
if you follow the belief of 'everything happens for a reason'
then again you could say that 'if you want things to change, you have to do something' newtons law and all that.
about how thinsg stay the same until acted upon.
so at the moment, i'm not to thrilled.
i mean with people, and the way things are
okay, they could be alot worse, but i just dont know how i can get things...
not back to the way there were. because thinsg never happen like that
but, i just want everything, to sort of work out.
and i'm not sure if i have to make it happen, or should just keep out of thins and let it runs its own course.

And Yes, i do realise how lame and attemptful i sound by saying this, which frankly i do not care
i've typed it now. so i'm not delteting it.

The Best i can do is keep optimistic, and try and see the postive side.
i did the whole' New Years Resolution' to 'better yourself' thing.
Try and be nicer, work harder. get good grades, be more active.
so far, i havent done too great at any of these things.

I Need to Find Something to Occupy my time.
Procrasination is not a good quality.
but then again i suppose its only human.
and there is no point it trying to change myself, because yeah
you shouldn't ?
i really don't know what i'm going on about anymore.
but i'll just leave with these;

"It is perfectly possible for a man to be out of prison, and yet not free — to be under no physical constraint and yet to be a psychological captive, compelled to think, feel and act as the representatives of the national state, or of some private interest within the nation, wants him to think, feel and act. The nature of psychological compulsion is such that those who act under constraint remain under the impression that they are acting on their own initiative. The victim of mind-manipulation does not know that he is a victim. To him the walls of his prison are invisible, and he believes himself to be free. That he is not free is apparent only to other people. His servitude is strictly objective."
Aldous Huxely.

"The word is now a virus. The flu virus may once have been a healthy lung cell. It is now a parasitic organism that invades and damages the lungs. The word may once have been a healthy neural cell. It is now a parasitic organism that invades and damages the central nervous system. Modern man has lost the option of silence. Try halting your sub-vocal speech. Try to achieve even ten seconds of inner silence. You will encounter a resisting organism that forces you to talk. That organism is the word."
—William S Burroughs.
I Do Love a Good Quote.
Don't You Feel Better Already ?
I Know this is hipocritcal,
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: Beirut - March of the Zapotec And Real People Holland
14 December 2008 @ 07:48 pm

I Spent the day putting up all the christmas decorations :)
and the tree's gone up, and yeah
It's now 11days to go, yay!
I still need to buy Alot of presents,
i'm quite unorganised to be honest.
But i spose i've still got time

Yestersay i went on a Duke of Edingborough trip,
wasn't too bad actually. wasn't that cold
And wasn't as bad as people made it out to be
It was surpirsingly warm, and wuiet sunny
it wasn't hard either really, in the castle there was some creppy Cave.

So Yeah, last week of school now an'all
Then its two weeks And its Chirstmas :D
And New Years, but then it's back to school
and Mocks :(
But i suppose they're only on for 4days which isnt' too bad.
and then a week later again i have my Science Module. lol

And it's Bicycle Thieves Gig on Sunday,
going to Spice Root with Emily, Josh And Kim on Saturday,
Party and josh's Sunday night after the gig.
Tuesday Starbucks to give presents to eachother wiht Josh, Emily And Kim
Christmas Eve i'm going to ChinaChina with Carys, Patrick, George And Josh.
to give eachother our presents from our secret Santa. we would have gone Ice Skating
but its a bit too late now, and it will be booked, oh well,

I'm doing quite well for money as well, i mean i have enough to buy presents
and go out and stuff. but this year for Christmas i dont think i;m getting very much
cause of China, and the recession and credit crunch and everything. blahblahblah

I'm in a fairly good mood too :)
I just watched Elf so i'm pretty happy
so yeah, i dont really have much to complain or wine or talk about
so, yeah s'all from me =D


Current Location: Living Room. Home
Current Mood: Christmas-y
Current Music: Tv On The Radio - Dear Science
27 November 2008 @ 07:26 pm
To Be Honest, the title has nothing to do with anything. i just thought it sounded cool, and i like the song.

So Yeah, Lately. i'm in a good mood, or am trying to be. but i keep getting stressed about school and stuff
and people lately, are just being weird. It seems people are being hostile, and i dont know why.
Fair enough if they have a reason too, but i can't think of one or think of what i've done.
But everything i say is severely peanalized, and people just seem against me.
but then as usual i am over exaggerating, and it will probably pass. but then as usual i'm being a pushover.

Lately, I am skint. i dont have much money, and i want/need to go out, and do stuff. which results in spending money
and its Christmas soon, which doesn't help. and then birthdays and everything.

School at the moment, i feel as if i'm wishing the days away. Okay, i shouldn't really be. But i cant' wait for the weekends.
at the moment, its just all Coursework Coursework Coursework.
and then they'res this debating team thing. and Duke of Edingbrough, and China Fundraising. all too much
Well it feels like two much,
I Need to keep ontop of things really. and stop procrastinating, which is never going to happen.

I dont really knwo where i am at the moment, i'm not in a bad mood. and i'm being optimistic, but i have reasons not to be.
to anyone reading this, i sound really sad and depressing. but to be honest i dont really have anything intresting to write.

Its 28Days Till Christmas, thats one Lunar month. But that also means, that after chirstmas. its Exams :(
then its priactically 3months of Coursework Coursework Coursework, even though it already is really.
and then 6weeks of non-stop exams. then off school =D
then Duke of Edingborugh Silver Expedititon. then China!
Then Prom And a 10 week summer. then back to school, for allt he stess of A-levels.
and i still dont really know exacly where i want to go, or what i want to study.
i'm having Doubts about Atlantic College, if i even get in.
But i don't know, its good and a great excperience. but by going there, you miss out on so much.
it may be better int he long term, but it might not be necisarrily. But i don't know.
Oh Well.


Strive On,

Current Location: Home.
Current Mood: Not too Bad
Current Music: The Avanlanches - Since I Left You
08 October 2008 @ 08:33 pm

Firstly, LOL

Thats whats going to be on my t-shirt which i just order, which will arrive in 2-3weeks :)
Along with my other amazing t-shirts, so yeaah.
Hows my weekend, and half of this week been, i hear you ask ?
well i'm goign to tell you
even though you didnt ask, and obviously don't care
and i'm being very lame saying this, but yeah.

Saturday, the weather was rubbish. it was raining. alot.
Still went to town though, didnt want to spend a day at home
doing nothing. but spent most of my town sat in eating establishments
lol "eating establishments"
SPEAKING, Of "Eating Establishments"
Fucking Pizza Hut. Is now, and forever more...
Pasta Hut ?!?!  WTF.  Why
thats stupid and shyte, and as a great politcal stance
i will no long be requiring your services.
which is alot of services. so less business for you =P
anyways. spent most of saturday, in either Starbucks
Café Nero, Burger King or Subway. with the bishop lot.
then we went to Friednly Fires, but it was sold out. even though
there was about 3 people there. and us.  rediculous!

Sunday i went out with, Josh Emiy and Kim
and spent most of the day, as emilys Entourage.
and she went round town loking for jeans.
which, she was very fussy about. and tried on
everypair in about 3 different sizes. then complained
and they just looked like the jeans she already had.
But yeah, then we went to Lloyds (bar) for lunch
even though it was about 2:30. and i wan't really hungry
wasn't bad, or expensive. lol
And then sort of loled around
went to mine, and loled at the infamous conversation.

Monday was okay, went to Cajun Dance Party,
with Charley. he spent most of the night critisicing
the other people that were there, calling them generic.
and said they although they were realyl individual and unique
but when they all come together they realise that they are all
dressed the same, and that they aren't different or speacial.
which i thought was quite funny, becuase well, he looked
like them. so i thought it was quite funny.
but yeah, was just me and charley, and no-one we really knew.
was there. but the concert wasnt' very packed or busy anways.
The support were Swanton bombs, they were actually surprisingly good.
they sound much better live though, as do Cajun Dance Party.
But yeah, they were great live. they lead singer and guitarist made it.
they were really, charasmatic ? strange choice of words.but yeah
glad i went, and may go Team Waterpolo Saturday

Schools been okay lately, but i feel as if i should be doing more work.
or working harded, but i'm rather behind.
lunch times are great :) and people are good at the moment
but i wish i did more after school. Oh, and today
i found out Layla leavig on Friday,.
but i'm nto sure weather if its true.
but if she does go, i suppose i might miss her.
lol;  well im off. Heroes is on.
"Peace, Homeboii"  =P  hahahaha.

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: GRREAT
Current Music: Kings of Leon
02 October 2008 @ 09:48 pm

What a Complete and Utter Waste of a Day.
Its an Inset Day, and i was planning to go out.
but No-one can.

Charley has to look after his brother
Josh had to go sort out is phone
Patricks ill.
Sallys ill.
george broke his foot
Carys is with toffee and has swimming
and max had no money
so it was Basically, me... and daniel.

I was going to go to town/cinema, with all the above.
but for one reason or another, they couldn't
so then george said i could go round his.
but then he had to go to the hospital
so i was gonna stay home and 'do coursework'.
by this time is was about 1. and maxc wanted to go out
so we were gonna go out, but me dan and max, in town with no money
didn't sound too fun. So i thought i might as well do coursework.
by the time i got dressed and had a shower, and had lunch,
it was 2:30. i watched scrubs, went on the computer.
and basically by the time my mum and sister came home at 4:30
i'd done nothing.

The most exciting thing that happened in my day,
was that my cat had to go to the vet.
(oh i know, the thrills!)
she'd got in a fight or been attacked or something
but she couldnt open her eye, and the vet said that it had been scratched
so we assumed it was another cat, and she has to take eye drops.
which are going to be fun to put it.
       And Yes, i know that this isn' interesting, but thats because
this was the most interesting or exciting thing that happened today.
Which just shows how uninteresting and unexciting my day has been.
And its not that i just havent' done anything constructive.
i just havent done anything.

So Yeah, back to school tomorow, most people will be back from Eid now.
Double History And Games. funfunfun.  But i'm supposed to be going the cinema after school
so that should be okay, How to Loose Friends and Alienate People.
And then Friendly Fires Saturday.
Cajun Dance Party Monday
And then Team Waterpolo next weekend perhaps.

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: Coldwar Kids - Loyality to Loyality
01 October 2008 @ 04:35 pm

No, not this kind of 'Flies'
I Mean Flies,
as in Time Flies.
Lately, time has flied.
my last entry, i was going to say how the parites went.
Which was the end of June
And well, yeah i obviously didn't

Since then its been the summer holidays
i've turned 15, and been to pourtsmouth.
got my exam results, been back to school
thrown a party.Carys and Emily have turned 16,
and now its October !

So yeah, thats basically the gist of whats happened the last couple of months
there are other things
but i can't be bothered, writing about them all in detail,
But i think im going to try and go on this more often,
or atleast write in in more often maybe

So yeah, at the moment.
it was Eid Yesterday :)
not sure if it Eid Al Fitr or the other one,
which i cant remember the name of. so literally, no-one was in school. there was 8 people in my class! so we didnt really have to much work in school, and three of my lessons were cover lessons. so yeah, was pretty easy. and today. there was barely anyone in again and tomorrow, is an inset day because my school is lame. and thought Eid was going to be thursday, but it was tuesday. So they got it completely wrong, so we have a random inset day.

But then back to shool to Friday. So I wanna go out tomorrow, but Carys is too tired or will be and has swimming. Josh cant be bothered, Charley's got to look after his brother. And Patrick and Sally are ill, and everyone else is in school. George and Max might, but then again it might be me and Daniel left together. But i really don't want to stay at home on an inset day, because thats just boring, and i knwo that if i do its not as if im going to get any Coursework done anyway, i would just sleep and lol around. so, yeah. lets just see what happens .
Oh well, lets hope I end up going out, will write something up here by the end of the week. so yeah :)
i'm going to go and watch Tales from Earthsea now.

Current Location: Living Room
Current Mood: Guuurd :)
Current Music: Architecture In Helsink - Places Like These
21 June 2008 @ 01:23 pm

Haven't Posted An Entry On Here in a While, So i think it was time one was needed.
Exams were easy tbh.
and now they are over

But I'm Gonna be Very Busy The Next Couple of Weeks =S

Tess' Birthday Party Later Today.
Going Out For Emma's Birthday Tomorrow.
Wednesday Is Mia's Brithday Party.
And The School Fashion Show.
Thursday is Emmas Birthday
Friday is Emmas Birthday Party/ Cocktail party thing
and my cousins are supposed to be coming down.
And On The Monday, im going on a Duke Of Edingbrough Trip.
Back On The Saturday, And The Work Experience Starts On The Monday
For two Weeks ( if It even Happens)
The Last Day Of Schol the next friday. And Vanderds :)

Well I'll Probably Post Later or tomorrow about Tess' Party.

Current Location: Home :)
Current Mood: V. Good
Current Music: Spoon - Gimmie Fiction
14 June 2008 @ 05:10 pm


i Complain, Again
But I've Only had 3Major ones this year. so fairplay hasn't been that bad.
But Yeah 
Exams in 3 days

and i didnt' go out today so i would revise.
but omg.
its so hard, i cant' concertrate.
and i really can't be bothered =S
Oh Well.

Watched Princess Monoke. Again :)
Was On Film Four. I LOVE That Film
Its amazing.
then i watched Spongebob for a bit.
And No. Here I Am :)
Oh Well, Lets hope i can concentrate better tomorrow. Aye


Oh And I Was Reading Post Secrets. And Saw This :)

Reminded me Of Daniel . Haha

Current Location: Study
Current Mood: Goood
Current Music: Lykke Li - Youth Novels