To Be Honest, the title has nothing to do with anything. i just thought it sounded cool, and i like the song.
So Yeah, Lately. i'm in a good mood, or am trying to be. but i keep getting stressed about school and stuff
and people lately, are just being weird. It seems people are being hostile, and i dont know why.
Fair enough if they have a reason too, but i can't think of one or think of what i've done.
But everything i say is severely peanalized, and people just seem against me.
but then as usual i am over exaggerating, and it will probably pass. but then as usual i'm being a pushover.
Lately, I am skint. i dont have much money, and i want/need to go out, and do stuff. which results in spending money
and its Christmas soon, which doesn't help. and then birthdays and everything.
School at the moment, i feel as if i'm wishing the days away. Okay, i shouldn't really be. But i cant' wait for the weekends.
at the moment, its just all Coursework Coursework Coursework.
and then they'res this debating team thing. and Duke of Edingbrough, and China Fundraising. all too much
Well it feels like two much,
I Need to keep ontop of things really. and stop procrastinating, which is never going to happen.
I dont really knwo where i am at the moment, i'm not in a bad mood. and i'm being optimistic, but i have reasons not to be.
to anyone reading this, i sound really sad and depressing. but to be honest i dont really have anything intresting to write.
Its 28Days Till Christmas, thats one Lunar month. But that also means, that after chirstmas. its Exams :(
then its priactically 3months of Coursework Coursework Coursework, even though it already is really.
and then 6weeks of non-stop exams. then off school =D
then Duke of Edingborugh Silver Expedititon. then China!
Then Prom And a 10 week summer. then back to school, for allt he stess of A-levels.
and i still dont really know exacly where i want to go, or what i want to study.
i'm having Doubts about Atlantic College, if i even get in.
But i don't know, its good and a great excperience. but by going there, you miss out on so much.
it may be better int he long term, but it might not be necisarrily. But i don't know.